11 years … Angelversary, birthday, all of which are tainted with such sadness, my little soldiers living without a big brother, my army NEVER being quite complete.
They’ve created a image of you, what they think you’d be like, what you’d like and how you’d protect them, I trust that this is true. Louis, they will live out your dreams for you so keep watching it will be hell of an adventure.
I’ll never accept your gone, but I can say that finally, I have learned to live with it.
It’s been a turbulent journey, ladened with pain, sadness and anger, I’ve had to learn forgiveness, I’ve had to learn to build a strong foundation only to have it destroyed again and again, I’ve had to learn resilience and determination to keep getting up when in my darkest days all I wanted was you and your brothers.
I wish I hadn’t of had to experience the pain but I’m grateful you came into my life even if for such a small time and for that reason I wouldn’t change a thing.
I’ll never forget you, my first born! Honestly, how can anyone ever forget their first born!
Happy birthday up there .. they must of upgraded you to lance corporal by now xxx
If grieving is the price I’ll pay for loving you, then I guess I’ll be grieving forever.
Kelly Harris – Mummy to an army!
Three little stars 